weekend

one more day to weekend. days pass very fast. in a blink of eyes, it is going to be weekend again.

i love weekend and cherish my weekend alot.

what about you?

undecisive

for the past few weeks, i havent been sleeping enough. as a result, my mind cant work. oh man. i feel that i become more stupid. ha! so is my husband.

you see. i feel very attached to my husband. i cant help it. ROAR! i cant stand being away from him for even a day or so. and i believe i miss him alot and alot and alot and alot and alot and alot and alot and alot.

SO, i am being stuck in the middle between my sister and him. i was quite reluctant to go home and stay due to some reasons. i know that staying back home will not make me as comfortable as before. unfotunately, my sister was pretty unhappy because i keep postponing of going back home to stay. she had been waiting for almost for 2 weeks.

sighh.

controversy

omg. i realise there are so much controversy.

check this out on youtube.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PQensCD7xcE

i cannot believe that there are 'gay for pay'.

ok. these guys are straight, married or engaged with their girlfriends.

i cannot imagine how these guys can do it.

the most ridiculous thing is that their girlfriends and mom supported them.

OMG!

i guess this is all about the money.

money really can make things goes around.

if the guys starred in straight porn, they are being paid USD$500 per show.

but if they starred in gay porn, they are being paid USD$3000 per show.

wow.

damn good money.

i bet lesbian porn also paid that well!

today is friday!

TGIF!!!!

hohoho.

tomorrow is Alvin's big day. i didnt expect that he will get married that early. lol. anyway, congrats to him. wishing him all the best.

tomorrow is weekend.

and i have postponing to go home. i bet my sister is going to kill me because she has been waiting for me to go home. she wanted me to go home because she does not have a companion at home. now, my home only left with my parents and her.

my brother move out of the house long ago. he is staying with his girlfriend at Sengkang. one shocking news is that he might ROM this September 9th. what's with the 09/09/09. i dont see any big deal with it tho. IT IS JUST A DATE! in the lunar calendar, it is the ghost festival some more leh. i bet all the ghost will gather around to witness the process of the ROM. haha.

anyway, i will be meeting my sister for KFC breakfast. i saw it on TV and been wanting to try it out but cannot. SO I AM GOING TO EAT TOMORROW NO MATTER WHAT. after that i will drag my sister to go GIANT with me for some grocery shopping because i have $200 vouchers. i just want to spend the vouchers away because it is going to expire.

2 more weeks and i can go visit my son. i mish his laughters and i have been grumbling to husband. haha.

another brand new week

i am feeling the monday blues tho.

another brand new week!

during my stay at home, i lost almost all contacts with my good friends.

luckily there is still some connections with those closer one.

and...

and...

when i see updates from them, i am so darn surprise.

the one that surprise me the most is hao peng you.

i was reading her blog when i just keep saying 'oh my god! oh my god!'

i just couldnt stop saying that until i sms-ed her.

wah lau. she meant to update me during our next meeting but i cant wait man!

last but not least,

although i seems a bit lost, i know that i must focus!

baby ethan

alrighty.

it has been ages since i last post.

i am doing very well so is my son.

CUTE right?

i adore him alot. and baby just smell so GOOD!

updates

well people.

here i am. i am doing fine. haha. still not in the labour yet.

and boy, he hasnt wanting to come out still. apparently, he is enjoying his swim in my stomach.

lol.

he still enjoy his stay in my stomach. and he is getting heavier each day. yes, it is taking a strain on my leg. i cannot walk long distance and i have to take constant break if i were to do any shopping.

yesterday was Valentine's Day. haha. i never expected that he will get flowers for me. omg! he is so darn sweet. yes. he get me a nicely wrapped bouquet of roses. ahhhhh. =) i have been feeling very sweet then. lol. he still bring me out for a nice dinner. keke. =) i gotten him a gold pendant to 保佑 him. hoping that he will be well protected.

anyway my dearest sister, i am not gone lah! i am still here. just that i cannot be near you or rather to be there physically for you. but still i am here. you can always give me a call. i am just a phone call away. how lucky leh. got telephone. sometimes i wonder what will happen if there is no telephone.

no matter what happen, my phone is always on 24/7 so you can call me anytime. dont worry that you will disturb me or what. i just want to be there for you. anyway, do take care of yourself. i dont want to come back and see a grumpy old sister. and remember you are suppose to look younger than me one. lol.

take care of yourself. drink lotsa water and get plenty of sleep. omg. i feel like a mum liao.

and i miss you alot too.

PISSED

FUCK!

after blogging for 2 hours, my entry just gone.

FUCK THE BLOGGER!

ASSHOLE!

sorry sister. wait till i feel better than i will blog again.